Complaining Post - Sorry
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ahh. The compounded pressure of being alone at my mom's house, being on my period, having a nasty cold, and homework to do is really wearing down on meeee.

(It's really just the cold and the fact that I can't call people and be like whine whine whine; well I can, I'm just waiting for them to call me!! Calll me sarr call me caleb call me nicolas, ET CETERA.)

My lips are so dried out I feel like they've dissapeared! It reminds me of that Shel Silverstein poem where this kid is like "I have my dad's nose, my grandma's hair, etc". I'm having a hard time breathing and coughing is doing nothing for my stopped-up throat. I feel like I'm on the verge of suffocating, so I'm glad I don't have influezna, because you actually do suffocate with that one! It must be 10x worse, esp. because I think it comes with fever and aches.

I was doing some research yesterday and DID YOU KNOW that when you sneeze, the droplets fall so slowly that they remain in that spot for hours?! Isn't that so cool? And certain porous surfaces like wood or cloth absorb sneezelets quicker than, say, metal. Yeah pretty cool.

So basically I almost wish I was dead except I know life will get better, so I'm holding out.

Today:
Breakfast
Research? I guess I have no choice :(
Eventually wander down to Four Muddy Paws and ask for a job, yikes.
Cross country :'(

I hope mom made me a smoothie.